'Putting a gun to your head is really very disturbing'
In 1974 US news anchor Christine Chubbuck shot herself dead on air. Chubbuck had a history of struggles with depression and suicidal tendencies. Actress Rebecca Hall tells Tom Shone how playing the tragic broadcaster was an inspiring experience
After Rebecca Hall finished shooting the final scene of Christine, her new film about the American newsreader Christine Chubbuck - who shot herself in the head on live television in 1974 - she got into a car.
The movie, a small, independent production financed with money Hall helped raise, couldn't afford on-set trailers and, still caked in fake blood, Hall couldn't shower till she got home.
"I just remember really shaking for a long time as I washed the blood off," she says.
"Being rigged to a machine that pumps blood, and holding a gun and putting it to your head - it's like your body doesn't actually know it's fake.
"Because, if I'm doing my job correctly, I've convinced my brain that it's real. The adrenaline response is sort of nuts. You sit under the shower for a bit going 'What the hell is going on?"'
She laughs as we sit eating salad in a cafe in Brooklyn Heights in New York, not far from where she lives.
Hall doesn't want to seem melodramatic, but there's no doubting her commitment to Chubbuck's story. "I want to champion this film more than I've ever wanted to champion anything," she says.
Tall, beautiful, with sad eyes and a Modigliani face, Hall has a manner that combines boldness with introspection - a mixture that's key to all her performances, particularly the rawness and fragility she displays in Christine.
Chubbuck's death has become a gruesome internet meme - the holy grail of online snuff ghouls. But, contrary to rumour, there are no videos of her broadcast on July 15, 1974, when, a few weeks before her 30th birthday, she read a statement on air. "In keeping with Channel 40's policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts, and in living colour", she said, "you are going to see another first: attempted suicide".
Then she pulled a revolver from below the desk, placed it behind her right ear and pulled the trigger. Why would she describe it as an 'attempted' suicide, I ask - was it a sign that she didn't want it to succeed?
"I don't know. I was curious about that too," says Hall. "I will never know. No one will. But my hunch is that she was just being a good journalist - because she might not have been successful." The film, which could have been either depressing or lurid, is in fact neither. Instead, it's a tender, broken-hearted character study of an intelligent misfit struggling to keep it together.
All of Chubbuck's woundedness and panic are visible on Hall's face, frequently within the same scene, sometimes within the same frame - if only her co-workers could see it. She's drowning in plain sight.
Chubbuck's mental health problems went undiagnosed. Hall read up on depression and borderline personality disorder in preparation for the role, but her portrayal resists easy categorisation. "I feel very proud to be in a film that has a woman at its centre who is a misfit, but who is not made to look cool, or weird or edgy," says Hall. "There is a deep, deep discomfort with women who are unlikable on screen. We're still in a state where we box it up - she's wild, she's crazy, she's drunk, she's this, she's that.
"Robert De Niro has made a career out of playing these characters, and we love them - big, big characters that do terrible things. But when it's a woman, it's like, 'She's making me feel uncomfortable. Where is she in the man's game?' The whole film just felt driven, not by the way Christine died, but by an overwhelming compassion for her will to live."
The parallels with Hall are obvious. Hollywood hasn't known quite what to do with her, foxed perhaps by her brains or her impeccable British theatrical pedigree - although she says it is a relief most Americans don't know that her father, Sir Peter Hall, founded the Royal Shakespeare Company.
She took the sulky-cool girlfriend role in Ron Howard's 2008 film Frost/Nixon, and she moved on to, mostly the cutting-room floor of, Iron Man 3, before finding her place in small independent dramas such as Woody Allen's 2008 film Vicky Cristina Barcelona and Nicole Holofcener's Please Give in 2010, in which she played wallflowers in bloom against fierce competition - from Scarlett Johansson and Amanda Peet respectively.
Both roles played to her intelligence, diffidence and love of nuance; they were watercolor portraits.
Her admirers say that until Christine, to see what Hall was really capable of, you had to be in a theatre. There was real eruption, real abandon.
"She's a risky performer," says Antonio Campos, who directed Christine.
Campos approached Hall after seeing her make her Broadway debut two years ago in Machinal, Sophie Treadwell's play about a woman who has murdered her husband and is on death row.
"Her film work hasn't given her the space to do what she can as an actress. [Machinal] was one of those all-consuming performances where you feel like the actor has given every bit of their body and mind over to this thing, to the point where it becomes more like a possession than a performance. She's willing to go to the extreme."
She has just finished work on the Oren Moverman film The Dinner, playing the younger, trophy wife of a politician played by Richard Gere.
The plot centres on a dinner Gere's character shares with his brother and sister-in-law (Steve Coogan and Laura Linney), during which dark secrets and family crimes are spilled.
It sounds like one of those long, dark journeys into a single night, beloved of playwrights - hence the shoot, which was crammed into three weeks in Yonkers, working through the night.
"I have quite a weird memory of this one," Hall says. "As in - no memory. I was sleepwalking. I have no idea what the quality of this film is, what the tone is, what the acting is like, because we were all delirious".
For now, though, she's happy championing Christine - and Chubbuck.
"She's a harbinger for lots of things that it feels very uncomfortable to talk about - suicide, mental health, women in the workplace, all of that," says Hall.
"The notion that 'if it bleeds, it leads' feeds straight into the clickbait mentality.
"Also, this idea that fear is a way to manipulate and control people, it is something, right now, we're not entirely unfamiliar with. She feels very relevant."
- Christine is in selected cinemas now