The Irish beauty who chronicled the lives of New Yorkers yet ended up lost and lonely
Maeve Brennan was a Dubliner who took on Manhattan - and became one of its fabled chroniclers. Now a collection of her columns written for The New Yorker has just been reissued. In her introduction to the compilation, Belinda McKeon recalls the reflections and rebellions of this fascinating figure.
One night in 1967, Maeve Brennan stood in the snow on West 49th Street and saw the past, present and future of that block spliced together: the ghost of its heyday, the garishness and shabbiness of the present, and the inevitability of some time, years off, when a photograph of the street would induce a dreamy nostalgia in some viewer who would have, in their own version of the city, a new kind of shabbiness or garishness to abhor.
"It will have," Brennan wrote, "to be a very old photograph, deepened by time and by a regret that will have its source in the loss of all of New York as we know it now. Many trial cities, facsimiles of cities, will have been raised and torn down on Manhattan island before anybody begins to regret this version of West 49th Street, and perhaps the photograph will never be taken."
Nostalgia, for Maeve, was like the genetic inheritance of becoming a New Yorker; you felt it for the city you had known, for the city you had arrived too late to know, and even for the city as it would be without you.
Her long-winded lady columns, which appeared in The New Yorker between 1954 and 1981, are a remarkable archive of a city not just as it was during two decades of its life - the 1950s and 1960s, when most of Brennan's "communications", as the magazine framed them, appeared - but as it was to some of the people who inhabited its apartments and its hotels and its boarding houses during that time, as it was towards them, and towards one of them in particular.
Pulsing out of the images and the observations, the caught conversations and the apparently stray thoughts, are the realities of what it was like to be three things in mid-20th century New York - female, alone, and an outsider.
Like the past, present and future of Brennan's 49th Street vision, these three experiences, in a fundamental way, went together in this city, and part of what makes Brennan's columns so valuable is the way they render any nostalgia for that time a very complicated business.
Cocktails in those little West Village restaurants; the new fashions in Saks; breakfast in the Plaza; the hallowed corridors of The New Yorker; the new skyscrapers ... the idea of mid-century Manhattan has long operated as a shorthand for glamour. In The New Yorker, a writer identified only by a vaguely insulting sobriquet, was telling the story from the perspective of a girl-about-town - who was not a girl but a woman - and it was devastating.
It was not miserable, not self-pitying; it was, in fact, the very opposite of these things. That was how it worked its unnerving magic. It was the story of such ordinary places, such slow-news-day settings that it must have been almost a shock to see them occupy the mahogany-and-brass booths of 'The Talk of the Town', the magazine's famous front section. Brennan's act of rebellion, as the long-winded lady, was to write New York as the city of a woman with ordinary things to do in the morning and with a love, in the mid-afternoon, of sitting by herself in little restaurants, staring at people, eavesdropping on their conversations while pretending to be absorbed in a book.
She made no apologies for her nosiness, and she made no apologies for the defiantly quotidian detail of her errands, of her routes on foot, of the random thoughts and wonderings and memories which popped into her head and back out again.
"Well, there you are, in case you've paid any attention," the first column ended, in 1954.
"It was the moment of no comment," ended a 1962 piece, about the experience of observing two passing nuns from a restaurant window, and then, in case the strangely unyielding conclusion had not baffled readers sufficiently the first time around, "It was the moment of no comment," again. On a page of The New Yorker - Brennan created a persona who was charming, but also a challenge. She took the reader deep into her experience of their shared city, with a specificity of location and neighbourhood which, 60 years later, still makes a New York reader feel as though they are walking with her through these very streets - but she also makes the reader feel, frequently, as though they have slid into the opposite chair at her one-top and are being stared at in a way that says, go home.
Until they were first collected for publication in 1969, the long-winded lady columns were unsigned, as was the tradition with 'Talk' pieces.
Brennan was in a good spot with The New Yorker when she started out as the lady; she had published seven short stories with the magazine in two years, with another one on the way, and she was also writing book reviews. She had an office, she had colleagues, she had readers. She had her city. By 1954, it had been her home for 12 years. Brennan had been born in Dublin, but had spent her late teens and early 20s in Washington, DC, where her family had moved - due to her father's job as the first Irish envoy to America.
Taking herself to New York, she worked first at the Public Library and then at Harper's Bazaar, writing fashion copy for the Irish editor Carmel Snow. While still there, she published some short pieces in The New Yorker, and editor William Shawn invited her to join the staff in 1949. The long-winded lady does not have an Irish accent. Only once in the 1950s and 1960s columns - in "Lessons and Lessons and Then More Lessons," that piece about seeing the nuns - does she mention her upbringing in Dublin, and that this detail also reveals her Catholicism is actually quite startling to think about, because if anything characterised the lady, it was her refusal to share any personal background which might place her, even momentarily, at a distance from her identity as a New Yorker, as a Manhattanite through and through.
Her voice, her cadence, her colloquialisms, make it seem as though she were not just from the city, but of it, born of its rhythms and its oddnesses, rather than of any inconvenient humans who might have tripped along its way.
Where the long-winded columns become devastating is in the search for home that they enact almost in spite of themselves. Before she joined The New Yorker, Brennan completed the manuscript of her novella, The Visitor, about a young girl, Anastasia, who is sent to live with her grandmother, but sent away again. Anastasia's anguish fixes with painful clarity on the question of how to belong.
The lady writes movingly about homesickness: "New York does nothing for those of us who are inclined to love her except implant in our hearts a homesickness that baffles us until we go away from her, and then we realise why we are restless. At home or away, we are homesick for New York not because New York used to be better and not because she used to be worse but because the city holds us and we don't know why."
Actually, the city seemed hard for Brennan to love, partly because it kept changing, kept dismantling itself and remodelling itself around her, indifferent to her needs, emotional or otherwise. The fact of these changes seems truly impossible for the lady to accept; again and again, she stands in a street and watches what the wrecking ball has done, or is doing, to her city.
"Nobody will care when this street comes down," she writes in 1967, "because nobody really lives here". And yet Maeve Brennan lived there, in one of a series of hotel rooms she rented over the years. The columns' sharpest power arguably lies in the way their actual chronology - they did not appear regularly, sometimes not for years at a stretch - traces their author's difficult reality. In the things the lady notices about her fellow citizens, in the things she notices about her city, we learn a lot about how hard it was, in this city, for a woman who liked being alone, who wanted to be alone - who enjoyed her own company and knew how to write brilliantly out of that company - to feel at home.
In The Traveller (1963), she wishes, sitting in a public place, that she had a suitcase. What the lady reveals in this moment is the pressure she must have felt, so often, to appear as someone other than herself, as other than the wilfully solitary, beadily watchful, book-loving, martini-drinking, single woman (and, eventually divorcee) that she was.
In the later columns especially, her anxiety about what will become of her, and about how she will be treated by the city in which she is dependent, leeches into her portraits of those around her. There are so many shaky or shattered older women in these columns where previously there had been eccentric and intriguing characters of both genders - now it is the shadows she fears becoming who seem to catch her eye.
The saddest thing, of course, is that she did end up desperately vulnerable on the streets of her city. By the 1970s, even as she wrote the last of the columns, she was suffering the ravages of a mental breakdown that saw her become paranoid and lost, even homeless for a time.
But here is her younger self, playing patience impatiently. Here she is stalking Julie Andrews in the Algonquin.
Here she is encountering a tiny and terribly behaved dog, and his Vladimir-and-Estragon-like owners, at a downtown vets. Here she is enjoying the sight of an arrogant man falling out of his restaurant chair in Longchamps, one of her beloved often-empty places.
Here she is watching a busload of tourists, all women, give hell to their unfortunate driver on Sixth Avenue. Here she is observing a Vietnam War protest. Here she is getting new shoes.
Here she is listening to the merciless gossip of two women about a third. Here she is writing out the words of Ludvik Vaculik's manifesto when the Prague Spring was new.
Here she is sipping her drink (there was always a drink, which is also part of the unspoken story) and letting her gaze fasten onto her next story. Here she is shopping for a plain glass orange squeezer and, accidentally, in the same store, spotting a charm of finches in a cage.
Here she is.
The Long-Winded Lady by Maeve Brennan is published by The Stinging Fly Press, £13.80. Belinda McKeon is the author of two novels, Solace (2011) and Tender (2015). She is a playwright, teaches at Rutgers University, and lives in New York