Lions Tour: Gatland says series draw 'some achievement' and hints at future interest
The clown nose was gone and the official garb swapped for civvies, but when Warren Gatland reported to the team hotel to fulfil his final media engagement of the tour yesterday he was in defiant mood.
A good night's sleep - he got to bed at 4am on Saturday night - had allowed him to park the final result and reflect on the achievement of overcoming a relentless schedule and the bookies' odds to earn parity with the best team in the world.
His future beyond 2019 remains a source of speculation, but his faith in his own abilities remains unbowed.
He has endured a difficult six weeks and said there were times when the media scrutiny and lack of preparation time caused him to confide in his wife Trudi that he was "hating" the experience.
At the end of it all, though, he can look back on the six-week body of work with pride.
"You've got to reflect on that and say it's a pretty good achievement, playing the best team in the world in their own backyard and drawing the series," he said.
"Particularly after losing the first Test. My wife asked me about three weeks into the tour, 'how are you enjoying the tour?' and I said 'I'm hating it'.
"I've never been one to publicly show that something's affecting you… I don't mind people criticising me tactically or the way that we play… but I thought some of the stuff was quite personal and as a Kiwi, I found that quite challenging.
"I thought it (the job) was a hiding to nothing as well.
"It is one of those positions that you are offered and it's very difficult to walk away from. You know what it's like and you think you have the ability to do whatever it takes to make it successful.
"Having the chance come to New Zealand… trying to win down here is the ultimate challenge.
"Once I was offered the job, you can't walk away from that sort of challenge, particularly someone like myself, when you are competitive.
"I think if anyone else had been doing it, we might not have drawn the series."
He wasn't suggesting that another coach might have won it either: this was a valedictory moment for a much-maligned coach whose record of achievement can't convince some people to give him credit.
His performance here has set tongues wagging about what he might do next. Steve Hansen's expected departure in 2019 has set in train a race for the next All Black coach, while the prospect of completing the hat-trick of series by leading the Lions to South Africa in four years' time is also an appealing prospect.
Hansen was asked about his successor yesterday and while he didn't name him directly, it seems pretty clear that he favours assistant coach Ian Foster.
"There is a massive responsibility that comes with being the All Blacks coach," he said.
"The union in 2007, after we dropped out of the World Cup in the quarter-final, made the decision to keep (former head coach) Graham (Henry), Wayne (Smith) and myself.
"That continuity and the fact that we had to take responsibility for that failure made a massive difference to what happened after that.
"Continuity is a good thing, otherwise you end up chucking everything out, and the formula we have got now isn't perfect but it is pretty good. It's reasonably successful.
"Having people come in cold make its harder. It doesn't mean it is not right but I have got complete faith in whoever sits on the panel at the time, that they will make the right decision for New Zealand rugby. They have been good at it in the past and continue to be very good at it.
"We are very fortunate we have got a lot of good coaches throughout the world.
"In Northern Hemisphere rugby, you take Eddie (Jones) out - who is also a Southern Hemisphere coach - we have got Vern (Cotter) who has just finished with Scotland, Joe (Schmidt) and Warren doing what they are doing.
"So out of the four home nations we have got three New Zealanders and an Australian. It is not a coincidence that those teams have gone up the rankings.